I think.... I could fall in love with this boy.

I think I might be working on that already.

It's weird. I've never really felt like this. Close to this. But not this. The actual feeling of it. Like when he kisses me and touches me, I get this... this amazing feeling. Not vulnerable, like I expected. I'm good at that vulnerable feeling and yet... I donno, around him I just feel... I don't know what you call it. But I love seeing him and feeling him and just being near him.

There's something strange about that, to me. I'm not myself. Except that I am, I suppose. I'm not used to it though. I used to be like that. And then... I just stopped and changed and got that vulnerable icy thing going on. I mean, I think I've passed that phase now, with Elyse and John and Rylee and Kirstie and everyone else. But still. Dan is new. He wasn't supposed to make me feel like that right away. To make me fall.

I think... I could fall in love with this boy. <3333

So you guys know, those commments really kicked ass. Haha. Snoggles rofl. Too cute! And Julzaboo made me burst into a fit of giggles. Heehee! And Si. LMFAO I am sooooooo not kidding xD Eeeeeep eeeeeeeeeep! Sex kitten, Kirstlie? I've become a sex kitten now? Hurrrr-RAAAH! rofl I'll share if you wish =P IT'S NOT LURVE NIKKERS lmao It can't be yet, I've known known him since Saturday. lol

Gleee. I have a boyfriend. -dances an Irish jig-

I'm going to be freaking my friends out for a long while now. They seem to get a little shocked when I come to school all happy and in a good mood as I have been this week. In fact, it slightly alarms me as well LOL! It just doesn't seem like me, prancing and skipping and randomly twirling in the morning. I can do that towards third period, but in FIRST? Dude. I'm usually a zombie then. :P

And if he calls me this morning, I'm gonna die. Hah. Mum told him to. -pokes her- She should know better. I don't talk in the morning. Dead serious. LOL I kind of groan and grunt about and that's me. Then I get to school and I mumble or else growl at Adam. Yeeet, lately, I've been getting to school quite nicely and talking and just... being generally good tempered o.O It's strange. I still yell at Adam though ^_^ He suggested we have a shaving party at school for me so I hit him. Apparently hard o.O Everyone else laughed, I'm not sure if Mrs. Martin even noticed lol (Later in class I got a gold sticker in class and pretty much nearly piddled myself LMAO)

Mum kind of ruined the whole him asking me out thing <.< He and I were sitting there, and I believe at that moment we were messing with each other's legs (-cough-) and all. It was amusing, cos he I'd laid one leg on his and then he laid his atop mine so I put mine on his and then my lower foot lost all feeling in the toes. Haha! And she goes "Sooooo. When are you two gonna do this?"

I know right away what she means and I groan, because if he wants to date me, he'll ask me. And he goes "Wha-WHAT?! Oh you mean date." Very casual like. lol I love it.

"You know, hook up. When you going to do it?"

I kind of burried my head in the side of the couch because MUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUM STOPPIT! -dies- lol I was pretty distraught with her, naturaly.

"Well. I did have this really cool way of asking her out planned, but you kind of went and ruined it back when you went and asked me about my virginity and all."

And I turn to him with an upturned eyebrow and go "What, were you going to ask me for my virginity?"

"WHAT? WHAAAAAT? No, I wasn't."

So Mum goes "You better tell me when you two start having sex (O.O!!!!) now that you're dating."

"But... we're not. I haven't asked her yet!"

"Mom! You. Hush!"

And then she started rambling on about how he's my soon-to-be boyfriend and he'll ask me anyway and all and he just turns to me and goes "Hey. You wanna go out with me?" and I laughed and said "sure" because after mum, it was kind of already agreed -.- Seriously Mum. Love you. BUT NO! HE CAN ASK HIMSELF!!! -pokes repeatedly-

He didn't leave till nearly 11:30 this time ^_________^

Mum sent me to walk him out to his car (o.O) and he's like "How about I walk her to my car then?" and she's just like whatever just do it.

So we do (no, no hand holding but I did compare my hand to his and holy moly guacacow! That boy is 6'5" tall so you can imagine his hands!!! lol) We get out to his car and just generally hang out there for about another half hour LOL and a couple times Mum peaks out the window (-dies-) Noooooo kiss yet, cos I can hear a couple of you asking if I snogged him yet. =P Besides, I'd rather take it all slow anyway. He knows I haven't kissed yet, so I'm PRETTY sure he's not going to try and spook me. rofl (Now I'm a horsie? haha)

We just hung out, talking and all, and it was nice. I like that. He was talking about taking me to the East Mall, cos no one ever takes me there. Always the West Mall, which is smaller and preppier. East Mall has more of the punks and my styled people to mill about with. It's just a damn shame I don't have money =P LOL He told me he liked my hair, which made me feel real great, cos guys haven't said that to me before haha. Especially when it was as poofy frizzy as mine. Cos mine was BAD frizzy, lol, the humidity ATTACKED it. rofl Then he kind of poked at it but in a playing way. Heeeeeeeeeeee.

But yeah. I've gots me a boyfriend. ^_^ Rawr. MRAW. -twirls-

Gleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

I'm just so freaking happy and all.

Oh, and turns out, good thing I never did crush on Mark of the pretty curls.

He's gay. Wh000!